I remember your bare paws down the hallway...
Jag gick hem från jobbet i onsdags förmiddag för att jag kände mig sjuk. Jag känner mig fortfarande sjuk och jag är fortfarande hemma. Så fysiskt är det ganska visset med mig. Psykiskt har jag mått fortsatt bra - fram till nu ikväll. Jag har hanterat det faktum att det är årsdagen av kissens dödsdag imorgon riktigt bra och balanserat - fram till nu ikväll...
Nu sitter jag och gråter och hyperventilerar och har Taylors sorgligaste sång "Ronan" på repeat. Gick och duschade för att lugna ner mig, men det hjälpte föga.
Jag kan inte uttrycka mig riktigt klart just nu, så jag tar lite hjälp av Taylor...
I remember your bare paws down the hallway
I remember your little meow
Cat toys on the kitchen floor, plastic ping pong balls
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your green eyes looking into mine
Like we had our own secret club
I remember you racing before bed time
Then poking on me, waking me up
I can still feel you lick my hand, little cat
And even the moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guy
Remember I leaned in and whispered to you
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember the drive home
When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming "Why?"
Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say
About a beautiful cat who died
And it's about to be dinner time
You could have anything you wanted if you were still here
I remember the last day when I kissed your face
And whispered in your ear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Out of this white walled room in this veterinary clinic, we'll just disappear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
What if I'm sitting by your urn trying to talk to you?
What if I kept your favourite toys you won't play with again?
And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?
What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you?
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember your bare paws down the hallway
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your little meow
Cat toys on the kitchen floor, plastic ping pong balls
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your green eyes looking into mine
Like we had our own secret club
I remember you racing before bed time
Then poking on me, waking me up
I can still feel you lick my hand, little cat
And even the moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guy
Remember I leaned in and whispered to you
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember the drive home
When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming "Why?"
Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say
About a beautiful cat who died
And it's about to be dinner time
You could have anything you wanted if you were still here
I remember the last day when I kissed your face
And whispered in your ear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Out of this white walled room in this veterinary clinic, we'll just disappear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
What if I'm sitting by your urn trying to talk to you?
What if I kept your favourite toys you won't play with again?
And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?
What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you?
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember your bare paws down the hallway
I love you to the moon and back
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