Fem Ă„r sedan đ
Â
Jag trodde att jag skulle kunna hantera Ă„rsdagen rĂ€tt bra i Ă„r. Jag kĂ€nde mig ganska stabil igĂ„r förmiddag. Men framĂ„t lunch och under eftermiddagen och kvĂ€llen gick det mer och mer utför. Jag började kĂ€nna mig lĂ„g, ledsen, grĂ„tfĂ€rdig. SĂ„ jag bad om att fĂ„ stanna hemma idag. Och hittills har jag mest legat i sĂ€ngen idag och inte kĂ€nt för att göra nĂ„gonting alls. Till slut tog jag mig ut för att hĂ€mta ett paket och handla lite mat. Men nu Ă€r jag tillbaka i apatin igen. Jag vĂ€ntar mest pĂ„ att dagen ska ta slut och att det ska bli imorgon sĂ„ att jag kan börja fungera normalt igen.Â
Â
Det har gĂ„tt fem Ă„r nu. Varför blir jag fortfarande ett vrak pĂ„ Ă„rsdagen?! Borde det inte "gĂ„ över" nĂ„gon gĂ„ng?Â
Â
Â
I remember your bare paws down the hallway
I remember your little meow
Cat toys on the kitchen floor, plastic ping pong balls
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your green eyes looking into mine
Like we had our own secret club
I remember you racing before bed time
Then poking on me, waking me up
I can still feel you lick my hand, little cat
And even the moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guy
Remember I leaned in and whispered to you
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember the drive home
When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming "Why?"
Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say
About a beautiful cat who died
And it's about to be dinner time
You could have anything you wanted if you were still here
I remember the last day when I kissed your face
And whispered in your ear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Out of this white walled room in this veterinary clinic, we'll just disappear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
What if I'm sitting by your urn trying to talk to you?
What if I kept your favourite toys you won't play with again?
And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?
What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you?
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember your bare paws down the hallway
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your little meow
Cat toys on the kitchen floor, plastic ping pong balls
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your green eyes looking into mine
Like we had our own secret club
I remember you racing before bed time
Then poking on me, waking me up
I can still feel you lick my hand, little cat
And even the moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guy
Remember I leaned in and whispered to you
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember the drive home
When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming "Why?"
Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say
About a beautiful cat who died
And it's about to be dinner time
You could have anything you wanted if you were still here
I remember the last day when I kissed your face
And whispered in your ear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Out of this white walled room in this veterinary clinic, we'll just disappear
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
What if I'm sitting by your urn trying to talk to you?
What if I kept your favourite toys you won't play with again?
And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?
What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you?
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here
You were my best seven years
I remember your bare paws down the hallway
I love you to the moon and back
Kommentarer
Jessika
MÄnga ser sina djur som familjemedlemmar sÄ det kanske inte Àr sÄ konstigt att det fortfarande Àr jobbigt :( TÀnker bara vilken tur Saga hade med en Àgare som Àlskar henne sÄ mycket :)
Svar:
The Worrying Kind
Trackback
